Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Hab been listening to "numb encore", while recently..got e chance to hear "numb"..well, after all, find the original version better..yeah..
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step I take is another mistake to you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to beI've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
7:26 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005
notice that nowadays..whenever the commentator mention chelsea..it always come together with the word "champions".yes..that is the fact...Chelsea was the champion last year, and based on their performance last nite, they will still be champion this year..there will be no stopping of the mighty Blues...West Brom, we cordially welcome you to Stamford Bridge this Thurs, but beware...
5:16 PM
chelsea 1
arsenal 0
fantastic match..
finally the jinx is over.
chelsea is da best!!!
though the goal was super lucky..but as wat they always said..that is wat champions have..luck..yeah..
1:01 AM
Monday, August 15, 2005
chelsea 1
wigan 0
nothing to comment..
1:13 AM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
It's been a while since I last blogged. Did i have withdrawl symptoms? You bet! haha..i also dont know wat happened..
Strange isn't it? This thing we call conscience. We wish for more of people in society to have a conscience of ownership, of responsibility, of justice. Imagine if we all set our consciences to high alert; this world would probably see a decline in vices and an increase in honesty, and integrity. Yet a conscience is only as good as how one uses it. If we choose to compromise and be complacent, it's voice is silenced.....
10:13 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
one fantastic nite last nite..watched the fireworks at marina..hell lots of fun..it has really been a long time i had seen real fireworks..we shouted and yelled and screamed like no one's business...it was simply marvellous...
went to clark quay for supper and chatted..ya.i mean chatting, not crapping..haha..reached home at ard 3am..and all that left was me and my bed..must be the medicine i took..haha
an incredible national day..haha..
happy national day folks..
9:44 AM
Monday, August 08, 2005
Black Books. You know, the ones where darkest secrets are written.....real 'tell-me-all" stories are found? Ones that you keep hidden in the deepest drawer so no one can see? We all have one, physically or metaphorically speaking. Some of us actually keep such a book, others, keep a drawer in our mind all locked up with a huge NO TRESSPASSING sign firmly displayed. Really, what we write in there doesn't quite help...it binds the secret to us...we and the secret become one. When we are so intertwined, the secret can become our reality. that's powerful but dangerous. Be careful what you put in your little black book...its black for a reason... or rather it should be red.....yes?
6:48 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
I guess now is a good time as any to pose this question. Bloggers have been in the news lately, with not so good reviews. Blogging is like an online diary, where we pen our thoughts and share ideas. The danger of it being online poses ethical and moral dilemmas for us all. We have to be sensitive in what we say, conduct ourselves in an appropriate manner, so as not to offend anyone. Yet, the realist will argue that we aren't allowed to be ourselves, expressing how we really feel. There is truth in that, but there is also a need for us to remember responsibility needs to be taken seriously too. That's the reason why my blog from now on will be more generic...it deals with motivation and inspiration through a reflective process from a counseling perspective. If it helps, I'm happy. If it makes you think, I ponder with you. If it changes your perspective positively, I smile
anw, it had been a hell of a week...but was an enjoyable one surely...
WED->Did a 10km run for this charity organisation for the homeless children in KL..hopefully all my perspiration will be enough to help those kids who are really really so poor thing..it was really sad..hai..
Thur-->took the evening flight home, and boom, all that left was sleeping...
Fri--> Sports day...played lots of games..badminton, table-tennis, bball, soccer and tennis..the weather was a killer, but all the laughs and excitement cancelled out the heat from the scorching sun...jin wen was super funny..teaming up with her for the badminton mixed double can be really a real laughter...she is just so blur..when we lost the final point, she stood there, and asked me," huh? finished?" haha..super blur..just dont know how to describe..
went to town with the ppl..michael, sam, jing wen, candice, xue fen, venetia..ya...watched charlie and the chocolate factory..cant give a rating cus half the time, i was sleeping..haha..dinner at marche...b4 we headed for another movie!!! this time, i managed to watch the whole show, but it was a show i watched b4, "the island"..so though i watched 2 shows in a day..but i din really watch it..think u get wat i mean..haha..reached home at abt 1 am..then all that left was slping..
Sat-->3 ON3 basketball final, we won by a mere 3 points..it was a realy a good teamwork game...enjoyed it...it is always good to win, but this one is definitely more of enjoyable game than the competition itself..cus get to make new friends..yeah..reached home in the afternoon, then slp again..then by the time i woke up at ard 6, i am having a fever!!! wat rotten luck..39.2..muz be all the heat absorbed by my body..then no choice, took panadol and went to slp again..and that is y, i am awake by now..though still blur and my eyes are just so tired..haha..but i am really bored..so just come online and blog..haha..anw, to those reading my blog, my sim card is down..will get it think by Wed..(cus tues is a public holiday)..so pardon me..if anyone of u want to contact me, pls try calling my house or e-mail me..i try to keep my com on 24 hours a day..haha..
well, think i had said enough, and its time for me to eat something and go to slp again..feeling damn hungry rite now..bye ppl..and have an enjoyable weekend..
take care
2:49 AM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Sometimes I watch while you're sleeping
So amazed by how pretty you are
I wonder what it is you're dreaming sometimes
Where your mind goes
And just how far Is it me?
That made you smile when dreaming
Or could it be the other man you're seeing
I guess I'll ask you in the morning
Right before I pack my bags and walk right out the door
I guess I'll ask you in the morning
And pretend we're still in love tonight
Because we won't be any more
I wish I could see inside your mind
So I could find out where we went wrong
Because your happiness was my sunshine
I should have known, that the rain would surely come
Is it me?
That made you smile when dreaming
Or could it be the other man you?re seeing
I guess I'll ask you in the morning
Right before I pack my bags and walk right out the door
I guess I'll ask you in the morning
And pretend we're still in love tonight
Because we won't be any more
8:47 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
A smile goes for miles! We don't smile enough these days. Maybe we do, at ourselves, a smirky smile that says I'm better than you; or we smile a seductive smile that says we can use you for ourselves? Smiles really tells us if your heart is smiling as well. Yup, a smile should come from the heart, not from the head. When we genuinely smile, all barriers are broken, bridges are restored, lives are mended. When we smile, we are spreading hope and happiness to a gloomy world. You don't have to follow the majority; don't scowl, don't despair.....sMILE!
9:17 PM
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