@~ItS mY LiFE~@

Thursday, September 30, 2004

got a call from Jason in the afternoon for "adventure" to Holland V..
met him and rosz at abt 4pm..headed to BK at Holland V..
it was again, good crapping section with them..all the lame things we talked..just so enjoyable..
while waiting for bus home, woot...saw lots and lots of beautiful racing cars!!
they rox!!!
damn tired...
its time for dinner and will be watching the Chelsea game replay later..
a just love watching them winning..haha..

9:40 PM

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

went town with Johnson and Andy..were shopping for Johnson's friend's present..
the best part was at Far East...we toured the entire shopping mall twice, before the present was finally bought..of coz..the process was fun..haha..at the mean time, me and Andy were searching for chains..but none of them looked attractive..the 77th street there just CMI..haha..3 of them, all CMI..think one day i have to head down to Bugis and shop for my chain already..
after the trip at town, off we went to PS to meet Jason..
gaming section finished at abt 7pm, then it was home sweet home..took 174, as usual, along the way, crapping again..from school, movies, to girls and even boys!! basically everything we could think of..woot...
parted with them at timah, where they went for dinner while i headed home..
had not have a good sleep for 3 days..
its time to rest..
hope that Chelsea will win tonight..

10:35 PM

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

mid-autumn festival toady...
the Chinese Valentine's Day..
enjoyed eating the mooncakes...
delicious, marvellous, fantastic..wooooooohhhhhhhaaaaaaa....
hoping to see a bright and full moon tonite..
that would be a beautiful scene..

9:31 PM

had fun with mw again in the morning...received a call from Johnson in the afternoon asking me if i want to play majong, it was not a bad idea..haha..
met him, paul and alvin at JP, bought myself a P.C. wallet..finally...a new wallet...
anw, had majong the whole evening till 8.30...
then went dinner at KFC with Johnson...
feeling rather bored, we went to Mambo to play pool till 12.30 am...
thought got the 174M that we could take to go home, but only to find out that it was available only on weekends..wat rotten luck...
upon seeing that that we had no choice but to take a taxi...we decided to wander ard in Bukit Timah for a little longer...
saw quite a number of beautiful racing cars..was damn fascinated by them..haha...
anw, reached home abt 2am..
another tiring day...
time to slp..
haha..

3:24 AM

Monday, September 27, 2004

a fantastic day..it has to be one of the happiest day of my life...haha...
mw came to my house at abt 1pm..we played PS till 4.30..then headed for night tour of town...
we walked from Plaza Singapura to Orchard MRT station..along the way, we past glutton square, wanted to eat something there, but the long queue was unbearable, then we decided to go to TAKA to try our luck, we headed straight to the food court there...but in the end, still nothing appealing...bought TAKO balls in the end...the place is crazy..its full of mooncakes!!! haha..diferent varieties..but as usual, none looked appealing to us, then we decided to go off..
next stop was Chinatown..went to this night market where it basically sells all sorts of nonsense..haha..walked through the whole thing, and as usual, crapping section, but frankly, i had to say, that was the best part of the day..haha..yeah..crapping and craziness..that was what we were looking for..haha..as we walked along Chinatown, all the childhood memories flashed through our minds...haha...
then we took 174 to Westmall, intending to rent some DVDs from the machine, it was the first time that i went into Westmall where it almost was in complete darkness, all the shops were closed, just the 2 of us..haha...we searched the whole area, but just could not find the machine..sianz...
anw, saw Jessica and Hannah at the Westmall Mac, they were studying for their Chemistry Prelim paper..how hardworking they are...haha...hope their hardwork will pay off...anw, had a short conversation with them..then me and mw headed for my home...
upon reaching, we watched soccer, played PS, watched soccer again, listened to music and of coz..not forgetting the food..haha..it was of pure entertainment and excitment..we were just so high...
woooooohhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaa...........
anw, that mw is slping like a log now..think he really is tired..and think so am i..
its time to slp..
haha..
but its really a great day..
i really enjoyed myself..
haha...
3 cheers for the Hand Drying Machine at the Westmall Mac..
haha..

4:34 AM

Saturday, September 25, 2004

"welcome to my life" is a great song..shows exactly how i feel..haha..that is y i just love simple plan, dont i ? haha...
anw, while on my way to pay for my phone bills, withnessed the a horrifiying but funny scene..haha...
there is this ah beng who talked extremely loud and thinks that the world is his, his actions, his words, just could not stand it..then, retribution came, while he was trying to take an escalotor down, he wrong stepped and he rolled down the escalotor..haha..the way he rolled, super funny, like Sonic the Hedgehog like that...haha...this reminds me of a song.." rolling"..haha...
"keep rolling, rolling..." haha...i am bad, arent I ? ha..but i still think he derserved it..haha..
the funny thing was, no one offered their help to him, he had to crawl for a distance and got up on his own, his head was bleeding..then security came, and off he went to somewhere which i dont care..haha..it was super funny..the way he rolled down..haha..still thinking of it..
anw, that is the highlight of the day..other than that, nothing interesting..
will be watching the Chelsea game later...how will JFH fared againist his old club? haha..lets keep our fingers crossed..
chelsea will win and overtake Arsenal who will lose to Man City..haha..

6:49 PM

wat a day to begin the weekend..
went to watch the much anticipated movie in cine...
watched "saved", so-so show, in fact, i would give 2 out of 5 stars if i really have to rate it..hai..
wanted to watch "the terminal", but due to some unforeseen circumstances, hai.....no choice..
after that was gaming at emerald...as usual...initial D...woooooooooohhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaa....
now here comes the best part...had lunch at Marche...wooohhaaaa...
it really has been a long time since i last ate there...
ordered pizza, lamb, sting ray, and pasta...woooohhhhaaaaa...hell yeah...was really enjoying myself..esp when the food were around..haha...
an enjoyable day, a day where i totally forgot abt everything..haha.....
was gaming with mw just now,
i am still awake, at this point of time, i dont know, i just could not sleep..was thinking of the past half an hour, was reading those cards from friends..and was looking at those presents from friends...got a strange feeling...i just dont know how to describe...haha...
its time to finish up the stuff that i am supposed to finish...
the weekend edition of the weekend had arrived..

3:36 AM

Thursday, September 23, 2004

I have often dreamed, of a far off place

Where a hero's welcome, would be waiting for me

Where the crowds will cheer, when they see my face

And a voice keeps saying, this is where I'm meant to be

I'll be there someday,

I can go the distance

I will find my way, if I can be strong

I know ev'ry mile, will be worth my while

When I go the distance, I'll be right where I belong

Down an unknown road, to embrace my fate

Though that road may wander, it will lead me to you

And a thousand years, would be worth the wait

It might take a lifetime, but somehow I'll see it through

And I won't look back, I can go the distance

And I'll stay on track, no, I won't accept defeat

It's an uphill slope, but I won't lose hope

Till I go the distance, and my journey is complete

But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part

For a hero's strength is measured by his heart

Like a shooting star, I will go the distance

I will search the world, I will face its' harms

I don't care how far, I can go the distance

Till I find my hero's welcome, waiting in your arms

I will search the world, I will face its harms

Till I find my hero's welcome, waiting in your arms

10:30 PM

time to celebrate!!!
anw, went to JJ today, i had to say, the journey to JJ was a super awkward and unique one, i shd say...haha...it was just so coincidental that i still could not believe it till not...haha..its just so unbelievable!!!shd go and buy lottery liao...sure strike one..haha...
anw, had fun today...played bball with johnson, andy and co...
then headed for JP for crapping section..haha...
we bought 8 cans of drink and sat down at the kopitiam and started our "chit-chatting section"
had fun at the POSB ATM "smacking" the machine that refuses to allow us to either withdraw money or transfer money...stupid machine...wooooohhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaa.....
and, just got up from my comfortable bed and i am hungry again..time to eat....
looking forward to tmr's trip to town...
its has really been a long time since i last went there and catch a movie...
frankly, i really miss watching movie, the last time i went to the cinema was on the 8th June'2004, i still had the tickets with me, it has been 3 months since i last stepped into the cinema and the show was "confession of the teenage drama queen", haha...anw.. really looking forward to it..(sound as if cinema is some grand place to go like that...)
hope that it will be a pleasant day tmr...

9:26 PM

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

yes!!! i had won the auction..yeah...wooooooohhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaa.....
anw, woke up in the morning, did not receive mw's sms, and that is to say, liverpool had lost the match..haha..and indeed they lost..2-1 to man utd..
haha..missed the match.....too tired...
anw, went to Jurong to catch Kim Raikkonen..last saw him at the Malaysian Grand Prix.., this time, it was even closer, (though i am never a fan of McLaren..) the F1 racer was supposed to have a cart race with the some local racers..but the rain stopped the event from unfolding..what a disappointment..hai..
nothing more interesting happened, usual routine...
anw, was reading "torque" just now, and to my astonishment, i found out that Proton Gen 2 can actually a top speed of 190km/h...that is quite fast for a Proton car...but i bet it will definitely be a manual transmission..
will check it out..

11:31 PM

Monday, September 20, 2004

was watching chelsea playing against spurs yesterday...its just so frustrating..they had countless of chances but they just could not convert those chances into goals...wat can i say?
drogba lousy or robinson too good? i dont know, hopefully is the latter...
but as usual, i enjoyed what Mourinho's quote, " They(spurs) brought with them a bus and stop it in front of the goal.." haha...nicely said...
anw, took the 190 route to meet mw today, thought it was a short route, but ended quite long, think it due to the fact i am walking alone, so it always looks far..haha...
man utd vs pool later...
big match..
2 more days from winning the auction......
haha...
grandfather's birthday today...
just finished talking to him on the phone...
i missed him so much......
how i wish i can celebrate his birthday with him...
i felt so useless and so unfillial...
i hope i can appear in front of him right now...
hai...
but its reality...
anw, hope he enjoyed himself today...
happy birthday..

8:34 PM

Saturday, September 18, 2004

finished watching the Arsenal game...Bolton totally deserved their point...Come on, come on..someone pls stop Arsenal from keep the unbeaten run going......i am both jealous and frustrated...hai...that day will surely come...when Chelsea meets Arsenal..haha....
anw, today had fun...again..met mingwei at lot1 arcade for games..haha...from racing, tennis, soccer to even baby fighting.....we just played and played...haha..it was of pure pleasure..
lunch at long john...
went to Fajar with mingwei..along the way, laughters again..haha...i saw a sch girl that reminds me of a song.."Father Ibrahim had seven children.." haha...yeah..we saw this sch girl and " Ahmad Ibrahim had seven children.." haha..hope she din hear it..dont know la, just feel so high..parted with him at Fajar...
on the way back, i did the most embrassing thing that i had ever done...while i was waiting for the MRT, i saw this girl walking towards me, from far, she looked like one of my friend, i looked at her, and she looked at me...then i waved at her, then as she walked nearer, then i realised that i got the wrong person!!! i waved at a girl who i dont even know..its so embrassing...luckily the train was there at the right time..i apologised to her and boarded the train..wow lau..so lame...
wat a day..

10:56 PM

fantastic day!!!
had hell of fun with Johnson at my house today...he came..we went online...check on friendsters..click on the photos..finding ppl whom we dont know and know.....haha.basically, some lame stuff la...then played winning eleven..how on earth did i miss that open goal, i still dont get it..i hit the pole continuously for 3 times b4 it was cleared by defenders...what shitty luck..then went JP to meet Jason...saw this girl outside breaktalk...dressed up in a "rabbit" suit..super ugly...cant stand it..dont understand why ppl have to do this?? hai..i pity those sales girls......
just finished chatting with mw online..he lame idiot la..haha..but he forever is so humourous..haha...what a great pal.....
a wonderful day.....

1:38 AM

Thursday, September 16, 2004

what on earth are the judges doing??
i admit that Beverly had a great voice..but..isnt it unfair and ridiculous that they let her through to the finals just because they feel that she is a talent..
well, no doubt that she has got a great voice(despite the fact that i really dont like her face,its just so hypocritical), but bear in mind, this is SINGAPORE idol!! the Singaporeans voted for who they like, and the person with the most support wins...
if the judges continue to allow contestents to go throught just because they dont agree with what Singapore voted, then they might as well change the name to THE JUDGES'S IDOl...what is the point of asking Singapore to vote?? this is so unfair...and its simply outrageous!!!
Beverly will NOT win the competition cus she dose not have the support of Singapore!!!
Trust me on this......

11:11 PM

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

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12:03 AM

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

was watching a documentary abt human rights...
this reminds me of gay marriage...
i hate it when those American polticians talked big and boast abt how human rights are being respected in their countries..
ya rite..
ppl in america are not protected from discrimination and are denied the most basic rights under the law..though certain states agreed to gay marriage..but since u want to be opened abt it..why not pass the law in all states?? gays have to travel all the way to San Francisco to get married?? what a joke...
we are talking abt human rights here..
you can be fired from your job simply for being gay or lesbian. No federal law protects people from discrimination on the basis of sexual orientation.
this is so unfair to them...they should not be denied basic human rights...
every person should have an equal opportunity to a good job, a decent home and a loving family.
Making a commitment to a lifelong relationship is a fundamental human need that should not be denied to anyone. Marriage is a basic human right. Adults should be free to make a commitment to the person with whom they wish to spend their life.
So please..
give them the basic human rights they need...

3:31 AM

!!!Mighty Chelsea!!!
1:52 AM

Monday, September 13, 2004

the day will arrive...i stronngly believe that...
the day when i will spread my wings and fly..
no matter how hard it is..i will do whatever it takes to touch the sky..
touching the sky is only a beginning...
cus i want to go way beyond that...
sky is definitely not the limit, cus there are footprints on the moon..therefore...i will aim as far as i can, and i will definitely achieve it..no matter what happens...at all costs..i will do it...
every soul is worth the fight..
its up to me..

11:50 PM

Sunday, September 12, 2004

went to East Coast for fishing with father in the afternoon....
haha..it was fun and "fruitful" day..
i manage to hook 2 fish and a prawn in.......3 hours!!!
wow lau..it was really boring, waiting for the fish to be hooked..
all the waiting time was looking at planes flying past, the coluds, the cyclists and of course..my father...
hai..not bad though...learnt a few techniques of fishing from him.....haha......hopefully it can be of some use the next time..
it was an enjoyable afternoon..the sun was ok.....and the sky was crystal clear...quite a beautiful scene.....
and the most important thing--> seafood for dinner!!! hell yeah!!!
sch reopens tmr.........

11:25 PM

Friday, September 10, 2004

got this from a friend's blog...
Two boys are playing football on a park in London.
Suddenly a dog appears and sinks its teeth into the younger boy's chest.
The elder picks up stick and drives it through the dog's heart, killing it.
A reporter observes all of this and asks the boy if he can write a story on it.
He takes out a notebook and puts down the title "ARSENAL FAN SAVES FRIEND'S LIFE"
The boy says "I don't support Arsenal".
So the reporter puts down "CHELSEA FAN SAVES FRIEND'S LIFE"
The boy says "I don't support Chelsea",so the reporter asks "Who do you support?", and the boy replies "Man U".
So, the reporter writes down "GLORY HUNTING IDIOT KILLS FAMILY PET"

Top 10 excuses when man u loses matches
* The grass was too crinkly.
* Our half time drinks had been laced with the date-rape drug Rohypnol.
* Traditionally, we never play well in Premiership matches against WestBromwich Albion.(etc)* The wind in the first half blew Paul Scholes' eyes out.
* The ball was too sharp.
* Wes Brown inadvertently swapped legs with a little Malaysian girl he meton holiday.
* The dog ate my tactical masterplan after I'd spilled coffee all over itand left it on the bus.
* The rain in the second half tasted of piss.
* The referee only played eight minutes of injury time when there were 8.3 on my stopwatch
* Our away kit rendered the players invisible to the naked eye.
9:42 PM

Thursday, September 09, 2004

Love, at least, to me, now is sickening thing..A stage is more beholding to love, than the life of man. For as to the stage, love is even matter of comedies, and now and then of tragedies; but in life it does much mischief, sometimes like a siren, sometimes like a fury. One may observe, that amongst all the great and worthy persons, there is not one that have been transported to the mad degree of love; which shows, that great spirits and great business do keep out this weak passion.
Conclusion:
Men fall in love with their eyes and women fall in love with their ears..

i will not turn back.. i swear...
11:04 PM

if 6 months cannot even be compared to that one month...then i have nothing more to say..i gave up..totally...
take it as a good lesson learnt and from now onwards..life starts a fresh..
i will definitely forget abt this...
cus..i dont want to be hurt again and again and again.......
you can save that hypocritical act of urs on me..i had had enough of it..
save your breath...
i am not going to belive a single word from you again..
well, at least, i am proud of what i had done and i am dead sure abt it...
so, its time that you leave my world and i let my brain take a well-deserved break...
its decided like this..i kicked a friend not worth keeping out of my mind....hell yeah!!!

5:23 AM

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Went to sentosa with rosz, silvest and Jason..
Early in the morning, was listening to silvest talking abt his eventful bus ride from his house to the MRT station…haha..it was interesting…
Bought chips and apples, yeah..APPLES at the “shop and save” store at harbour front before we headed for the beach!!!
Took our usual spot and settled down..
The trees there had decreased, don’t know for what reason..
We played cards, ate chips, played soccer, stayed in the water and suntanned and talking rubbish..it was of pure enjoyment…
The best part of the day was when we saw this girl with a white top and pink shorts..she looked so good in it..she is super attractive..her hair, her nose, her eyes, her everything la…haha..a perfect secondary school girl…..wooooooohhhhhhhhaaaaaaaa..the 4 of us were like..woot…haha….she was the main talking point for the whole of that afternoon..she is the girl..hell yeah…
If only..hey hey hey..haha…think I am going crazy liao…
Anw, have to leave early cus dad came back from overseas but he had no keys, so I had to go home and open the door for him, that really spoilt the day..separated with them at the harbour front MRT station and here I am, back home, where I shd be enjoying myself with them at the food court..haha…
Glad to hear that mw is alrite liao..whatever it is, hope he can sail it through with ease and comfort and will eventually emerge victorious..
Pink is the colour of the day………yeah..
11:46 PM

if sweet tongue and sweet talking makes u a better person..then so be it.... continue pleasing ppl with that marvellous tongue of urs..and hope u can lie ard as long as possible.. you are such a poser and liar..well, it doesnt concern me, but i had already seen ppl falling into that "sweet" trap of urs..you are such a disgrace...... anw, i had decided...its decided like this..i am outta this whole crap and shit..my mind is up..and i will live with no regrets!!!
7:15 PM

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

i agreed that u had prvided me with everything...
you gave me whatever i want..but sometimes, deep down insdie myself, do you think i am really happy??
i know you are caring and concern abt me..but why cant u change your way of doing things??
why is it that everytime we have an argument, it is always that i am the guilty one?
why is it that always have to be me who had to apologise to you eventually?
i am not a perfect person, but i am very sure that not all the things that i did are wrong, arent they?
why? why? why?
do you really know how i feel?
nope, you dont..
throughout my schooling life, do you not realised that i had NEVER utter to you a single thing that had happened in sch? whenever i had problems, i turned to my friends, but not you..havent you realised that??
i respect you, i look upon you, but do you ever show the least respect that i need??
i am lost...

7:50 PM

it was simply a great day!!!!
had bbq at Jenna's house...bball, chit-chatting and of course, not forgetting all the fun we had at pushing ppl into the pool..haha......
headed straight to meet up with my friends for night-cycling!!! it just rox!!!
we cycled from 6th avenue to holland V to clementi and all the way to queensway...it was of real fun..we shouted and screamed and yelled like nobody's business...
the feeling is simply sensational!!!
haha..
but lucky go bring I.C..., cus on the way, there was this police are stopping by, conducting a spot check on us...haha...it was still..fun!!! haha..
anw, simply a marvellous day...it is just great...!!!!
4:29 AM

Sunday, September 05, 2004

woke up at 1pm...
just too tired.....hai...no choice...think sleeping is the best medicine...haha.....
anw...after much consideration......
i decided to buy my father a pair of leather shoes for his birthday...
went to Orchard in the afternoon to get it...
hai..
hopefully he comes back tmr...
if not, all my efforts will be gone...

10:28 PM

Saturday, September 04, 2004

melting.....
9:49 PM

had DSTA test today...
185 questions for personality test...
followed by one and half hour of IT Proficiency Test..
sianz.....
the funny thing is that the test turned out to be a reunion of my secondary class sec 3c and 4c..
almost 80% of my classmates were there taking the test, think its due to the fact that our class was a computer class, so therefore, most of us were called up..hai...anw..i was just so shocked to see them there..and i really mean shocked!!! its just so coincidental...all the familiar faces...
what a day...
fainlly, saw this Nike Bag at queensway..the Nike A series bag..its just so majestically beautifully...soon...soon........
then saw Seck at JEC Mac........
lucky she din see me...if not...haha..sianz...
i will never forget the unpleasant time spent with her during my sec3 and sec 4 years...
having to face her every single day...listening to her sacrastic tone...life was just terrible then...
to sum it up..
a day, worth remembering...haha...

8:49 PM

chatted with 3 friends with 3 different problems...
hai......
really hope that their lives could be better....
cheer up and life will be more meaningfull...
all the best...
sometimes, everything may just mean nothing at all..
DSTA test tmr..sianz.....
but after that can arcade and pool liao..
yeah..
looking forward to tmr...
yeah..

2:12 AM

Friday, September 03, 2004

this is for my friends out there who are feeling depressed and stressed by what had been happening ard you..
always have faith in yourselves.......
always believe that a flower will grow upon every single drop of rain on the soil...
pls..think positively..
definitely somewhere in the dark..there will be a candle that glows..the beam of light that will lead you to where you want to be...towards ur success and goal..
rmb..when you look at the sun, your shadow will always be behind you.....
believe........
4:15 AM

hail this!!!
12:03 AM

Thursday, September 02, 2004

boring day...
super boring..
extremely boring..
enjoyed the LRT ride though..
like a rollar coaster..
only that its like 1000 times slowers??
haha..

anw...i am beginning to have a liking for the name NELSON TAN..
wooohhaaaa....
birds lay eggs..
mmmmmmuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaa
11:40 PM

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

To express my gratitude to the teachers, I wish them and their families happiness and a good health throughout their long life.
Happy Teacher's Day..
its your day today..
enjoyed it to the fullest..
Salute...
Teachers...
To my friend who is so desperately wanting to become a P.E. teacher, i wish you all the best too..hope in years to come..on this very day...it will be your day too.. work hard towards it..

11:43 PM