Wednesday, June 29, 2005
I'm walking away
From the troubles in my life
I'm walking away
Oh, to find a better day
Sometimes, some people get me wrong
When it's something I've said or done
Sometimes, you feel there is no fun
That's why you turn and run
But now I truly realize
Some people don't wanna compromise
Well I saw them with my own eyes
Spreading those lies,
Well I don't wanna live a lie
Too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights
I'm sorry to say lady
Well I'm so tired baby
Of things you say
You're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room baby
Don't listen to the games they play
Girl I thought you'd realized
I'm not like them other guys
Cuz I saw them with my own eyes
You should've been more wise babe
10:43 PM
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
weird, it was extremely weird..my sleep this morning was rudely interrupted 3 times...by 3 different dreams..well, all of them being bad dreams..i cant really remember the details, but they are all bad dreams..not bad to the extent that there were disastrous endings but its juz bad..haha..its juz coinciental..think its time for me to join the long queues outside every NTUC outlets every weekend and invest some of my money..haha..who knows I may strike it big..haha..crap..anw, I enjoyed yesterday to the max!!! One of the best times i have ever had recently...i had so much fun..
52736,45683968........i swear..
6:51 PM
Saturday, June 25, 2005
well, watched initial D..frankly, i am utterly disappointed with the show, its more like a comedy than an action movie..well, at least the comical parts are quite amusing..so still not so frustrated...hai..the ending was lousy...but one thing for sure, Edison still looks superb and dashing and handsome..though he looked a bit uneasy while driving the car...oh ya..i am sorrie but Jay shd still be concentrating on his music, cus he really cant act for godness sake...its just so unatural..ha..so overall, for the show, i give 2 out of 5 stars, 1 for the homourous part while the other for Edison's looks...haha...
so on the whole, Initial D the movie is totally a crap!!! It sucks!!!
11:49 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
well, after what happened today..i hereby announced...I LOVE TODAY!! I LOVE 23RD JUNE 2005, and definitely, I LOVE MY HANDPHONE!!! woooooooooohhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!
10:47 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
fantastic day at Sentosa..met up with the braders and Hafiz and William at Jp at 9am..Ben boarded the train at Jurong East, and surprise surprise, saw Andy and his friend along the way, well, they are heading for the same destination...as usual, breakfast at Mac at Harbourfront, food at Cold storage and off we head for the bus to Sentosa..they were having some coca cola family day,so the waiting area was really flooded with ppl..they packed the place like sardines..waited for abt 3 buses....anw..once in Sentosa, it was usual place...Palawan beach, looked for the same tree..haha..then it was time for some real fun..we warmed up by playing with watever balls we have..soccer, bolleyball and rugby...and then it was cards time..of course, not forgetting the music from Rosz's fantastic speakers..haha...it was awesome...Edmund joined us later on and we played 4 on 4 soccer...Silvest, as usual, the animal, was really running like crazy...while, i think for the rest of us, were really enjoying the game, and we were sweating like shit..HOT weather..
Jason tap out half way, cus he was coughing..then we rest, ate, crapped, then it was soccer again b4 we headed for the water..well, basically did nothing there but to crap, yet again..haha...time really flied and soon me, Ben and William had to leave, cus we all have something on..well, due to the heavily packed crowd (shd be a good excuse ba..haha..), i was late for abt 15 mins..so sorrie abt it...anw, it was down to Avalon, watched some performance, then had dinner at Marche, walked ard Taka and Wisma till abt 10pm..then it was home sweet home..it was a good day indeed..dont know why, juz cant seemed to sleep..maybe cus i am juz too excited..haha..maybe i will slp in the afternoon...see how lor..haha..for now...its time to go make myself some breakfast..haha..see ya ppl...
p.s. to all the new privates, all the best in your new vocations...have fun and enjoyed ur 2 years there...see ya at O.R.D...haha..
8:26 PM
Friday, June 17, 2005
interesting weather..
8:34 PM
Entrance..
8:32 PM
the 3 of us..again..haha..
8:31 PM
edmund, dayah and me in science centre..
8:31 PM
well, went to Science Centre with Hidayah and Edmund in the morning..it had been a long 7 years since i last went there, it was a meaningful trip..cus not only it bring back memories of the past, but also of the time i spent with Edmund and Hidayah..haha..Edmund as usual, crap..all he talked is nothing but nonsense..haha..but that is wat i like abt him..haha...lunch at KFC, then went to play pool till abt 3pm before we parted...
came home, changed, and headed straight to basketball...all the way till 7.30pm...it was really tiring but it was fun..cus i need to keep myself occupy and drain out so that i can be kept away from the daily exodus..haha...tmr will be in Sentosa..hopefully it will be a good day...OLE...
8:14 PM
Day 2...I really wanted to tell this person badly how i feel, but i cant..i am afraid i will hurt this person....but its really killing me!!!arh!!!!!!!!!!!I want to be a clown no more..
12:29 AM
2 interesting songs...
song 1:
Kelly Clarkson
I Hate Myself For Losing You
I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
AnymoreI hate myself for losing youI'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now'
Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing meInside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, ohI don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull throughI wish you knew
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
AnymoreNo, noI hate myself for losing you(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything's said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you
Song 2Joan Jett And The BlackheartsI Hate Myself For Loving YouMidnight gettin' uptight where are you
You said you'd meet me now it's quarter to two
I know i'm hangin' but i'm still wantin' you
Hey jack it's a fact they're talkin' in town
I turn my back and you're messin' around
I'm not really jealous don't like lookin' like a clown
I think of you ev'ry night and day
You took my heart then you took my pride away
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but i run back to you that's whyI hate myself for loving you
Daylight spent the night without you
But i've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do
I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through
Hey man bet you can treat me right
You just don't know what you was missin' last night
I wanna see your face and say forget it just from spite
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but i run back to you, that's whyI hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the things that you do
I wanna walk but i run back to you that's whyI hate myself for loving you
I think of you ev'ry night and day
You took my heart then you took my pride away
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but i run back to you that's whyI hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
12:26 AM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
well, looks like wat i had said and had been expecting had really become a reality...
well, like i said, i had been expecting it to come, so i am not feeling that bad...but frankly, it really did come faster than i expected...
Day 1.........
11:34 PM
suddenly found the inspiration to blog, dont know why also..haha..well, juz want to share a piece of interesting information..
The following is abt matchsticks..Don't you just feel sorry for the match? Its useful life is just so short. It's brought to life with just one flick of the stick and then …poof!… the match's life is over in an instant. This seems like such a complete waste. Every year, we probably dispose of tons upon tons of these things. Could a matchstick recycling program be of some use here? Possibly, but what would we do with all of these things once we collected them all? Unbeknownst to most people, one man came up with the perfect solution. He used the burnt wooden matchsticks to build musical instruments. Yes, you did read that correctly. He used those dinky little burnt things to build guitars, banjos, and the like. This ingenious man's name was Jack Hall. Back in the 1930’s, Jack was a sailor aboard the tramp steamer Eastwick and found himself with just a little bit too much time on his hands. Bored out of his mind, Jack just started messing around with the discarded wooden matchsticks that his fellow sailors had left behind, eventually gluing them together into ever increasingly complex and fascinating patterns. Jack's first project was nothing to write home to mom about. It was a simple two-ply plank that was basically useless. But, it was a start. Like all hobbyists, as Jack's skills improved, his projects became larger and more complex. He applied his matchstick techniques to the design of boxes, a clock, a windmill, and a lighthouse. All still relatively useless, but they were great to look at up on a shelf. Creativity led Jack to a major problem. He couldn't get enough matches. (It's hard for me to believe that a boatload of sailors could not be smoking enough cigarettes to keep Jack in bountiful supply!) Jack had to seek alternative sources and began to ask his friends and family to collect and save any burnt matchsticks that they could get their hands on. Each time that his ship pulled into port, Jack would stock up. It was the offhand comment made by a fellow sailor that he should “make a fiddle and strike up a tune”, however, that sent Jack off into the world of matchstick music. Jack's curiosity had gotten the better of him and he was determined to make that fiddle a reality. But Jack lacked some key skills to pull this trick off. First, he was not a musician. He couldn't read or play a single note. Even worse, Jack did not have any of the construction skills needed to produce an instrument. Clearly, this lack of skills did not stop Jack, so let's continue our story: Each time that his ship stopped in port, Jack would visit local music stores and pawnshops to study the various aspects of the violin. He recorded all of the necessary measurements and made rough pencil sketches of the instrument to take back with him to sea. For the next six months, Jack devoted five hours per day to creating the fiddle. He used little more than a sharp knife, a razor blade, some sandpaper, a file, and glue. Each matchstick was soaked in water so that it could be molded into the proper shape. Bricks and other things were used to hold the matchsticks in place while the glue set. Some 14,000 matchsticks later, Jack produced a working violin, bow and all. You're probably sitting there with an image of a cheap, flimsy instrument in your mind. Instead, Jack's violin looked as elegant as the best of violins. But, the real question was whether or not it would actually play. Jack, with his little bit of musical skill, was able to crank out a few screeches, but the real test of the instrument's quality would have to wait. Jack wasn't content to stop with the violin. Between the years of 1936 and 1939, he proceeded to expand his collection, which included two mandolins, a tenor banjo, and an acoustic guitar. Not only did he build the instruments, but he also created carrying cases for each one. The cases, get this, were made from the actual boxes that the matches were sent to him in. The outsides of the instrument cases were painted the traditional black, but upon opening, one would be encountered by a dizzying array of matchbox logos and images. Unintentionally, each case uniquely captured a snapshot of history. Hobbies of this magnitude require something that so many of us seem to lack these days: time. With the onset of World War II, Jack found himself in a similar situation. By the time of his military discharge in 1945, he had all but abandoned his craft. Over the next forty years, he was only able to add a recorder and a ukulele to his collection. Excluding a brief exhibition in 1951 at the Festival of Great Britain, Jack's instruments rarely ever saw the light of day. This would all change in 1976 when a reporter/musician from BBC Radio Brighton heard about Jack's collection. Jack pulled the instruments out of his attic and dusted them off. They were in perfect working order and sounded superb. It would not be until 1991 that Jack's dream for these instruments would actually come true. His instruments were actually played by a quintet of professional musicians before a live audience on BBC Television. Not only did Jack get to see the instruments professionally played for the first time, but everyone was impressed by the amazing sound that they produced. Sadly, Jack passed away in 1993 at the age of 86. Jack's son Tony now cares for his twenty-six piece matchstick collection, which includes thirteen musical instruments, the windmill, the lighthouse, and his other creations. Musicians continue to marvel at this unique collection. Most recently, this treasure appeared in an episode of Ripley’s Believe It or Not!. It featured the Rhinestone Cowboy himself, Glen Campbell, playing Jack's 1937 guitar. Glen stated “It's a marvelous work of art and as good as any instrument that I've played of this era.” At son Tony's request, Glen performed Amazing Grace for the segment. It was dedicated to Jack's wife, Tony's mom, who was struggling with the final stages of terminal cancer at the time. Mom was certainly proud and filled with delight. We can certainly be sure that Jack was looking down from above with equal pride and joy. And to think that it all started from a few discarded matchsticks…
Time to go to bed...
4:33 AM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
well, just had my dinner after my nap...think i ate a lot..haha..feeling sinful already...
anw, shall exercise those fats later...
anw..toady is a normal day..went town..did some stuff and bought BSB's Nevergone, had been listening to it...not bad..but seriously, looks like its their last album...hai..wat to do..
suddenly, i am feeling so sianz...really..dont know y also..just so so sianz with life..i felt like a clown..doing all those unnesscary stuffs..i feel stupid too..hai..think there will be a time i shd stop lor..juz a matter of time..and definitely, frankly, i know that time will come, but will not initiated by me, i am pretty sure of that, cus i am already expecting it, well, like i said, its juz a matter of time...haha...
7:39 PM
morning had a scan for my little finger, well, turned out to be a torn tendon and a little fractured...will be going for physio soon..haha..lame..physio for a little finger..wonder wat they are going to do to it? haha..
well, had my first theory lesson today, it was fun..and of course interesting..haha..everything was new to me...i looked like a blur idiot like that..haha..but on the whole, did manage to learn somethings, but guess have to start reading the booklet soon if i want to pass, cus dont really have confidence for that instructor..
its already 5am now and i am still so high..dont know y..haha...while, guess i will go watch some shows later and fall aslp on my sofa..haha...take care ppl...
5:07 AM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Artist: Celine Dion
Title: I'm Your Angel
No Mountains too high, for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No rivers too wide, for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray
And then you will see, the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see...
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you areI am your angel
I'm your angelI saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day
And then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears, just cast them on me
How can I make you see...I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm nearIt makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel
And when it's time to face the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep up safe and warm
And I know we will survive
And when it seems as if your end is drawing near
Don't you dare give up the fightJust put your trust beyond the sky...
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cryI'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angelI'm your angel
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angelAnd when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel
11:37 AM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
well, this is an entry where i may sound offensive, but well, guess i have no choice and i had already to decided to step out of this matter, so if the 2 of u who are involved happened to read my blog, i hope u 2 can really solve the problems soon, but if u all are not, then i can only hope that u 2 read this entry one day...
well, i really dont think that the both of u shd really quarrel over such a small matter, i mean, friendship is also abt giving in..having an heated argument over such a matter, frankly, i really dont find it appropiate..well, like i said, these are my feelings, cus i had already decided not to step into this anymore, i tried to talk to one party, the party claimed that i was siding with the other party and when i tried to talk to the other party, the same thing happened..so both of them are thinking that i am trying to side with another party and up against one of them.well, in this case, i really dont know wat to do now!! cus both parties are refusing to give in and end up as if i am the one stirring the trouble.. well, since both parties decided to run away from this problem and that fact that i had become the bad guy for being the mediator, well, guess i shd stop doing wat i am doing and let the both of u cool down..let me put this straight..i am not going to contact both parties anymore, all the sms and calls, i am going to stop it now..cus frankly, i gave up..be it i am the bad guy or watever u want to call me, enough is enough..i had done my best...if the both of u can think that ur friendship can be sacrificed over such a small matter, well, be it..but then again..before i left, i plead that u all think again..but its all up to u ppl...i am outta of this..cus i gave up on mediating..
6:21 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
oh man!!
9:54 PM
good movie, handsome guy..perfect match..
9:46 PM
oh man!! i just realised something...Edison Chen and Fei Xiang are really really super handsome..esp Fei Xiang..so old already but still..oh man!!!
respect..
9:44 PM
finally!! my msn is working..i can once again glue my butt to the chair and start chatting already..haha...to be frank, really did nothing much, ate, sleep, ate watch tv, study..nothing interesting...except for the fact that i had an excellent dream during the nap, i really dont know why, i tend to get very tired easily nowadays and i will definitely begin to dream..be it good or bad..well, the dream i had just now, its good and bad to a certain extent..good cus it was good memories..it really was the memories...exactly the same...bad is because i shd not be dreaming all these..haha..lame rite? haha..i also dont know la..this is how the brain works..haha...
its mon again tmr, hope i will not be getting any mon blues ba..
anw, talked to J (Jolin..haha..ya rite..) just now, well, seems like he had finally decided to get over the girl, well, for me, i really think its a good choice, cus seriously, i have to admit, the girl is a good girl, based from wat i saw for the past few meetings, but sometimes, letting go is the best choice..cus i seriously believe J is definitely repsonsible for all that is happening..but maybe its all pre-destined..hope that this will be a good lesson learnt for him and he will eventually stand up and be a stronger and cheerful person..that is really all i hope for..cus, i could not really interfere much into this kind of problems, as i can only give him advice, well, different ppl have different perspectives towards this kind of problems, so i cannot force him to listen to my idea, but seriously, deep down inside, all i wish is that he is finally able to stand up and be the J i once knew..haha..come on bro..yeah..
appointment for my shoulder tmr, looking forward to it..cus i will be meeting some of my army buddies..its really been a long time..and guess i will have a good time catching up with them...
well for now, its time for dinner..yes..eat again..hai..that is y i hate weekends, cus i just seem to be eating non-stop..haha..
take care ppl...
6:24 PM
woke up in the morning..only to find myself sitting on the chair..yes..i mean it..haha..i slpt on the chair while i was waiting for my com to scan virus last night..i was quite shocked too!! think i am just too tired? hmm..haha...hopefuly ba..cus the experience certainly was not a good one due to the fact that my whole body is aching like crazy..haha..
anw, great day, good weather..haha..its time to eat my breakfast and begin doing my stuff and of course, that includes getting my msn fixed.haha...shall come back at night to update again..haha..
9:38 AM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
hai..that stupid MSN messenger of mine is giving me headaches again..just cant seemed to log on..hai..anw, think i beta blog just in case if my internet explorer gives me prob too..
cycled to Bukit Batok Nature Reserves in the morning, locked my bike there, then went for a run..it was a great morning run i had to say..with all the birds chirping and the sounds of insects..it just feel so wonderful..after running, cycled all the way back home, and i was just too tired to do anything else..so i felt aslp..haha..woke up at abt 1pm, again woke up by my dad, he woke me up for lunch and after that, followed him to country club to play golf..as usual, i sucked at it, but surprise surprise, i hit a birdie..haha..think that was the best of my record for the day.haha..
here i am , just reached home..feeling super lethargic and sianz..dont know why..hai..
well, think i still have to suffer for a little while cus i will be going with my dad to meet his business partner for dinner, cus he want to introduce me to his partner's son and daugher, saying that he is helping me to build up links..hai..seriously, i really dont like all these, i mean, it really useless to me lor, u think if i ran into trouble or need help or anything, i will bother asking these ppl who i met just once, and u think they will help me? no way man..hai..but wat to do..father say so..just go lor..just hope it ends asap..so that i can come home and relax and do watever i want liao...haha..anw for now, think i need to go change and head for the stupid dinner liao..haha..
take care ppl..
6:14 PM
slept for abt 2 hrs..but seriously, it was an interesting 2 hours..the dream i had..oh man!!how i wished i could never wake up...oh man!!!this is so bad..if onlyi can slp thourgh all the way..hai..
then worse is, when i was rudely awoken, all i saw was my father's face, asking me where is the house key!!! oh man!! totally off the point...hai..
and now i could not slp already..
maybe i shd try again later..haha..
maybe can find back the same dream
yeah..haha
7:24 AM
Friday, June 03, 2005
well, i have to say, today is a day i really enjoyed myself to the max..i really have to admit that..went to sentosa with the pig..wanted to cycle initially, but being the pig, who is so lazy and begin to find excuses..(haha, jk jk), so we decided to have a tour ard sentosa, 1st stop was orchid garden, nothing much interesting there..walked ard, looked at the fish, then headed for sky tower, it was my first time going there, well, it was a pleasant experience..take a good look at the full view of singapore, though i was hoping that the height can even be higher..anw, after that was lunch at Burger King..yes!! i mean it..we walked all the way from Skytower back to Burger King cus the pig is hungry..haha..had a bit of gossip session b4 we headed for underwater world where the pig had always wanted to go..while, along the way, passing thruogh the ruined city...i managed to see another sight of the pig, well, ladies and gentlemen, rmb this, this is the new fact i had learnt today..PIGS ARE AFRAID OF SNAKES, when pigs saw snakes, they will shout as loud as they could and run as far as they could..haha..this is really fact of the day..
went to underwater world, the pig was so excited to see all those ugly fishes that, to a certain extent, reflect how the pigs look like, well, its normal, when u get to see familiar faces, u tend to get excited..and its quite obvious how excited the pig was when the pig was busying taking photos of the ugly fishes using the pig's handphone..i can pardon the ugly pig for that..haha..spent for abt an hour there, b4 we headed for our last destination, Fort Siloso..it was a nice journey there too..cus i really love history a lot..but cus we were rushing for time, i can only bring the pig to a few places that i thought were quite interesting..i am really sorrie abt that..anw, after all the hectic walking, its way back..it was really a long long way back..we walked and walked..and soon we were out of sentosa..that was how the day had gone..it was really enjoyable except the fact that i was really really super pissed and disturbed by the intruders and invaders from the country on the north-east of our little island, singapore..why dont u ppl stay in ur country and come take care of the peace there? y invade our country? i mean, ok..even if u want to..y today?? hai..guess its just fated..
well..
on the way back in the cab, happened to hear this song, i had nothing to say..its just so coincidental. a true reflection of wat had been happening..and hereby, i dedicated this song to whoever is reading this..i am sorrie but guess its just a moment of madness and sadness that is causing me to paste this song here..enjoy ppl!! haha...
but think i will delete it in days to come..yeah..
Artist: Fantasia Barrino
Title: Truth Is
[Verse 1]
Ran into an old friend yesterday
Caught me by surprise when he called my name
He was a familiar face, from a chapter in my past
Talked for a while, I smiled and then
Said that he was seeing somebody and
Told me this was gonna last
Showing me her photograph
[Hook]
And all the feelings I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself
[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
[Verse 2]
We reminisce on the way things used to be
Shed a couple laughs, shed some memories
Talked about the things that changed
Some for good and some for bad
Then he said good-bye and he paid for brunch
Promised that we'd always keep in touch
Grabbed my bags and grabbed my furs, walked away and that was that
[Hook]
And all the feelings I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself
[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
[Bridge]
Now the truth is it hurts but I that the fault mines
‘Cuz I let him go
Tried to get over it but it's messed up he's not mine (Because I know)
[Chorus (2x)]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
I just gotta be honest, I guess, I-I guess, I’m still in love, in love, in love
8:59 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
went to cut my hair today..but upon reaching, the hairstylist told me that my hair is too short and will not be nice if i want to cut even shorter...haha..at that point of time, i am really speechless, cus i just laugh at myself..haha..then in the end, choose to trim my hair and got hairwash as usual, hai..thought of dying my hair, cus Max(my hairstylist) told me that it will look not so messy if i have colours cus my hair is too black, so it appears messy..haha.the temptation was there, then i thought again..hai..forget it la..only for 3weeks, no point..that would be very vain...haha..forget it la, asians shd be proud of their trademark black hair!! haha..lame..
came back, ate and sleep..till now..
stil thinking of wat to do later..
7:45 PM
Artist: Collin Raye
Title: One Boy, One Girl
He finally gave in to his friend's girlfriend
When she said, "there's someone you should meet"
At a crowded restaurant way cross town
He waited impatiently
When she walked in their eyes met
And they both stared
And right there and then everyone else disappeared but
One boy, one girl, two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly it was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled, and they knew right away
This was the day they'd waited for all their lives
And for a moment the whole world revolved
Around one boy and one girl
In no time at all they were standing there
In the front of a little church
In front of their friends and family
Repeating those sacred words
Preacher said, "son kiss your bride"
And he raised her veil
Like the night they met time just stood still
1:25 PM
its 3 am now and i am still alive and kicking..still so hyper..haha..dont know y..well, just finished talking on the phone with "the pig head with the double chin.." haha..i just love the nickname..well, basically, the whole of evening was spent taklking on the phone, 6pm to 10pm, the pig head, 10.30pm to 11.30pm, Johnson, 11.40pm to 2.30am, the pig head again..haha..wat a day..
afternoon was not bad either, have a good tour ard kakit bukit (if i remembered correctly, haha)..then was lunch at bugis b4 i was rudely interrupted by the man with extremely body odour!!! oh man!! this is disastrous and horrendous..
went to the ice world after lunch..it was fantatic..everything was so cool inside, and of course, bearing the temperature of minus dont know how many degrees, i was shivering like crazy too...haha..this friend of mine was not feeling cold initially, but as times goes by, haha..the pig head eventually decided to get out of the place...wat a pig..hey!!! haha..but overall, it was a good place to be, and of course, think the minor "earthquake" added more fun to the entertainment.., pig head, think u noe wat i am talking abt..haha..and if u are reading..u better thank me for not saying out wat happened!!! haha....
that is all for today, i am going to slp..
gd nite ppl..
frankly, how am I feeling now is that, i really want to take back my words. really, i really mean it..hai...but no matter wat happens, i will wait..
3:12 AM
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