Friday, May 28, 2004
"The Day After Tomorrow" was great, straight to the point...
responsibilty, humanity and friendship, all being shown in the flim...and of course..finally, i realised the importance of Recycling and Reuse.
The best part of it was seeing the Japanese being hammered by hail....what a great sight...they deserved it!!!!
p.s. Just when is Chelsea announcing their new manager??!!!>>>>>>>
11:04 PM
Thursday, May 27, 2004
no matter what happens, life still goes on.......i have to face the reality..
Artist: Joey McIntyre
Album: Stay The Same
Title: Stay The Same
Chorus:
Dont you ever wish
You were someone else
You were meant to be
The way you are exactly
Dont you ever say
You dont like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
Youre better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same
Cause theres nothing bout you I would change
I think that you could be
Whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize
All the dreams you have inside
Dont be afraid
If youve got something to say
Just open up your heart
And let it show you the way
Chorus
Believe in yourself
Reach down inside
The love you find will set you free
Believe in yourself
You will come alive
Have faith in what you do
Youll make it through
Chorus
Dont change...
9:30 PM
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
I really had enough..
There is a limit to one's patience and tolerance..
And you are really testing mine....
8:24 PM
Monday, May 24, 2004
good news to liverpool fans, the moment u all have been waiting for...the sacking of Gerard Houllier..
ban news to other clubs' fans, there is suddenly one more team to be worried about in the EPL already..sigh...
but seriously, i am going to miss Gerard Houllier, cus now i have to find alternatives to make me sleep already..
there goes my sleeping pills, Gerard Houllier, i am going to miss you..., thx for providing me with such a good source of sleep for the past 6 years..thank you very much, i hope u stay in the EPL though, cus so that i can still get to see ur team play, and ultimately, i can get to sleep again..yeah..
this time, guess you really have to walk alone already..
all the best..
11:54 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2004
no more EPL, no more chelsea, now waiting for Euro 2004...
had a good thought last night...opportunities had been presented to me, and its all up to me whether to take it, in the end, i decided to gear up for my studies...i am really seriouus this time, just dont know why, suddenly found the urge to study again, really..and i am extremely sure of what i am doing and where i want to go...
so now, its wake up time!!!
A level, here i come,
Khoo Puay Cheng, just you wait!!
VP of JJ,(whatever ur name is,) i am going to throw my result slip at u when i get it..i am dead serious!!!
Once again, i am back to the battlefield, where i shall be the last man standing!!!
9:44 PM
Friday, May 21, 2004
Yet again, you had me on...
How many times you want me to tolerate??
what on earth do you treat me as?
i have my own life too..
now just go away..
8:14 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
3 more papers to go...
i just cant wait for it to be over...
anw, today saw James Lye and Diana Ser at the East Coast Seafood Resturant...
wow lau...He is just so handsome and well-built and for Diana, she is pretty, as usual..
wooooooooohhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....what a couple...
watched American Idol just now, Jasmine is just so sweet and lovely..really hope she can win...but even if she doesnt, i am sure she will get the chance to record her very own album...SHE IS SIMPLY IRRESISTABLE!!!!
anw, heard that chelsea buying gerrard??
pls do so..cus liverpool is just hopeless and chelsea needs player like him..but just dont sell away lampard...
counting down to last day of paper..
btw, RASMUS just rock..
woooooohhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaa........
Artist: Rasmus
Title: In the shadows
Oooh Ooooh [4x]
No sleep
No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer
Sometimes I feel like going down, I'm so disconnected
Somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
Ooooh Ooooh (2x), in the shadows [2x]
They say that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I, I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave
Sometimes I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately, I've been walking, walking in circles
Watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me
Come take me higher
I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
Ive been watching,
Ive been waiting,
Ive been searching,
Ive been living, for tomorrows....
Ooooh Ooooh (2x), in the shadows [2x]
Ive been waiting.............
11:44 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2004
Sianz...back to hospital...sianz..the doctor really CMI!!!
ANYWAY, the things i hated is that,
You cheated me again!!!
How am i supposed to believe you again??
I have had enough!!!
What am i supposed to do??
To forgive and forget again??
haiya...why is there such people around in this world??
why must you always do this to me??
Table: English Premiership
Arsenal
Chelsea
Man Utd
Liverpool
Newcastle
Aston Villa
Charlton
Bolton
Fulham
Birmingham
Middlesbrough
Southampton
Portsmouth
Tottenham
Blackburn
Man City
Everton
Leicester
Leeds
Wolverhampton
7:25 PM
Friday, May 14, 2004
went to Sim Lim today to get a Eternet PCI card and a cable..finally...my internet is working again..
haha..yeah..anw, the trip there was fun..ate lots of food there...chicken, seafood , egg tarts and simply everything..
headed straight home..the first thing..obviously..to get my internet connection fixed...
and here i am..able to write again...YEAH...
haha
haiya....only 2 days left to mid-year..and i had just wasted another day..
but think its worth it..
cus finalyl i can serve the net again!!!
anw..all the best to those taking exams..
work hard...
now listening to william hung cd...
he simply CMI..
the album is more like a joke...
or indeed, it is a joke...
just dont understand, why ppl like him will get famous and lead such an easy life..
its so unfair...
hai...
WILLIAM HUNG...........
11:35 PM
Hai..once again...my com was down..this is really getting frustrating....
Anw...4 more days to Mid-year...and i am beginning to sense shivers rolling down my spine...
Maybe, just maybe, that my sense of urgency has finally arrived...pushing me forward to become an industrious me..
i dont know how to put it..but i just feel weird...after a short conversation with her today...i began to question my decision last year..
did i make the right choice? or should i just let go of everything now..cus it is still not too late...i dont know..
i really dont know..the things she did is really pissing me off...and it just seems like..
she dont give a shit about all those things that she is doing ...has she ever spared a thought for me??
what does she treat me as?? i dont know..i really dont know...frankly speaking, i have never get so pissed at anyone before in my life...
well..guess i have to
make a decision real soon..maybe after mid-year..cus i just cant afford to let this drag on anymore..seriously, i am
regretting now..i am deadly sure...
Congrats to Liverpool for getting the forth spot, without even kicking a ball..well, i have to say...
Magpies simply lost it...not Liverpool won it...so to all the Reds' fan, dont be happy too soon..cus...by the time
you know it...you will be playing in UEFA cup again next year...
Good luck to all those studying for exams...
All the best..
12:21 AM
Sunday, May 09, 2004
Artist: Chumbawamba
Album: Tubthumper
Title: Tubthumping
We'll be singing
When we're winning
We'll be singing
I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to keep me down
Pissing the night away
Pissing the night away
He drinks a whisky drink
He drinks a vodka drink
He drinks a lager drink
He drinks a cider drink
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the good times
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the better times:
"Oh Danny Boy
Danny Boy
Danny Boy..."
I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to keep me down
Pissing the night away
Pissing the night away
He drinks a whisky drink
He drinks a vodka drink
He drinks a lager drink
He drinks a cider drink
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the good times
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the better times:
"Don't cry for me
Next door neighbour..."
I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to keep me down
We'll be singing
When we're winning
We'll be singing
11:10 PM
mw, my bro, let us put all our sorrows and worries behind..we leave only A level in our minds..who gives a s**t abt what is happening in our surrounding....as long as we have each other....well, we shall both work hard and strive towards our goal...
jia you...
life is hell, and we just have to get used to it..and survived in this piece of crap society...
10:51 PM
talent time was successful...on the whole...anw..it was a night of laughters and excitement....
the performers...really..never thought they are able to perform such feats on stage..it really was an eye-opener...
thumbs up for the performance, either to their courage or talent..
sad day for my former teammates...they lost their rugby match to JJ...well...it was a well-fought match and all credits to JJ as they really deserve their win...
their flow of game and their passing were, at least, on the day, beta than HC...
Talked to Aaron abt it and he was super sad..hai..what to do...there has to be a winner in a game...it just was the case that JJ were the better side on the day...
On the whole, it was a great night...of course...with Chelsea's 2nd spot in the EPL all but confirmed..there isnt really nothing to look forward to the following months...well...maybe A level and Euro 2004...
hai...
this is my life....
8:58 PM
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Life is meaningless......
Life is hopeless...
Life is hell...
Life is extra....
Life is stupid...
Life is all about dying....
To hell with life........
10:12 PM
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
i owe my life to my friends...
thank you...
2:03 PM
Monday, May 03, 2004
2 weeks left to my mid-year....wat am i supposed to do? the studying hours are killing me...i wanted to study..and i very well know the consequences of not studying...but..i juz cant get the mood....its not that i am not worried..but i tried i tried.. and i tried...and time..is really not on my side....hai...sometimes, its juz too hard to concentrate on my work..so many distractions...not that i am using them as excuses..but the fact that they are crossing my already tiring and hopeless brain every single minute....how on earth am i going to study with so many things to worry??!!! i am juz A level studuent..shouldn't i be juz concentrating on my studies??!!! and that is it??!! i dont know, i have absoultely no idea on what are my next steps...and everything is so pressurising....i am juz fed up with life...i dont know what to do...i hate my sch..i hate KHOO PUAY CHENG...and of course...i hate myself even more...i may as well juz pay the money for a particular tutor and study at home!!!! my hatred for the sch is growing day by day...and chances of me losing that hatred is as low as Chelsea winning the title this season---> AN ABSOULTE ZERO!!!!
what am i supposed to do?? I dont know...and i dont want to think about it..now...all that i know is that...study as hard as i can..(well, at least i have to try my best..) and achieve whatever result i can get in the end...i juz cannot disappoint my parents again..!!! I disappointed them once.. and I promise i will NEVER do it again...
at least, there is now something for me to write, to venture out my frustration, my anger and my agony...cus there really isnt anyone i can turn to...people have their own life...and i have mine too...and why on earth is mine so different from others??i dont know...what did i do to deserve all these...i simply have no answer to that question....
well, at least, the good thing is that ,i know, i am still alive and there is still time to make amendments and pull myself up again..well, guess i have no other path but to do that....cus i am born to this stupid world and this idiotic society and now i am suffering...i would not be surprised if one day i have to consult a psychologist and let him or her know all my problems..argggggghhhhhhhhh..............i dont know what to do...sometimes. the thought of dying really crossed my mind...but again..if i die...i am a sinner yet again..cus i will leave my parents in misery..(well, that is what i supposed they will do...),,well, that is why, you see...even ending my own meaningless life is something that i cant do...WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT ME DO??? why must i be brought to this earth to suffer....WHY????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11:27 PM
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