@~ItS mY LiFE~@

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

met mw at abt 10.30..then headed for Mac..
met johnson, junlin, andy, hannah and hafiz on the bus...had little chat with them..separated at bukit batok..
as usual..enjoyed the time spent with mw, all the crapping time..haha..
wanted to go Arcade and relaxed..but i had no shirt..but i decided to give it a try anyway..
headed in with my sch uniform...the first time was alrite...
then came out, informing mw to change to his shirt...
then we went in again, me in my sch uniform while he in his home shirt and sch pants..
all of sudden..there is this indian guy stopped us...
sianz..
cannot entered..as for me, it was still acceptable...
but the he claimed the mw was in partial sch uniform, therefore, he cant enter too..
so pissed off..
hai....
guess its just not our day .....
wandered ard in Westmall for a while then it was home sweet home..
i am deprived of eggs..
i missed them..

11:23 PM

this i promise you

When the visions around you,

Bring tears to your eyes

And all that surround you,

Are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength,

I'll give you hope,

Keeping your faith when it's gone

The one you should call,

Was standing here all along..

And I will take

You in my arms

And hold you right where you belong

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you

I've loved you forever,In lifetimes before

And I promise you never...

Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word

I give you my heart (give you my heart)

This is a battle we've won

And with this vow,

Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)

Each loving day (each loving day)

I know this feeling won't go away (no..)

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)

When I hear you call

Without you in my life baby

I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)

You in my arms

And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes

Each loving day (each loving day)

I know this feeling won't go away (no..)

Every word I say is true

This I promise you

Every word I say is true

This I promise you

Ooh, I promise you...

11:19 PM

Monday, August 30, 2004

met up with mw at abt 5pm..wanted to watched the man utd game togther..but could not find a place..therefore ended in MacDonald's talking......
frankly, this 5 hours spent with my bro today is really the best moments of life..we just shared so much things...
and all these things are really our true feelings..i just find it so comfortable sharing my thoughts with him, cus i just trust him so much..
really appreciated the friendship we had..
i am just so glad that mw is ard...i am really lucky..
i really have to thank this bro of mine for always there for me..
and i promise..
i will never forget what he said to me today..
that sentence..
though short..
but it really means a lot to me..
thank you.......
bro and buddies forever.......

11:57 PM

Sunday, August 29, 2004

went to church with Jason today..it was a good experience...
indeed it was..
the topic was " are u qualified to enter God's kingdom"...
really made me reflected on lots of things..
events kept flashing my mind...
good lesson learnt..
Finally get my hands on Initial D again..its has really been a long time since i played it...
i am totally stuck to it..
it is so thrilling..
the songs, the tracks and the racing...
it was just fantastic...

11:26 PM

Moonlight

The seasons they are turning and my sad heart is yearning

To hear again the songbird's sweet melodious tone

Won't you meet me out in the moonlight alone

The dusky light the day is losing

Orchids, poppies, black eyed susan

The earth and sky that melts with flesh and bone

Won't you meet me out in the moonlight alone

The air is thick and heavy all along the levee

Where the geese into the countryside have flown

Won't you meet me out in the moonlight alone

Well, i'm preaching peace and harmony

The blessings of tranquility

Yet i know when the time is right to strike

I take you 'cross the river, dear

You've no need to linger here

I know the kinds of things you like

The clouds are turning crimson, the leaves fall from the limbs

The branches cast their shadows over stone

Won't you meet me out in the moonlight alone

The boulevards of cypress trees, the masquerade of birds and bees

The petals pink and white, the wind has blown

Won't you meet me out in the moonlight alone

The trailing moss in mystic glow, the purple blossom soft as snow

My tears keep flowing to the sea

Doctor, lawyer, indian chief, it takes a thief to catch a thief

For whom does the bell toll for, love?

It tolls for you and me

Old pulse's running through my palm, the sharp hills are rising from

Yellow fields with twisted oaks that grow

Won't you meet me out in the moonlight alone

4:32 AM

the moon is extremely round..
staring at the sky..
what a starry night...
so cool..so refreshing..so quiet..
enjoying the round round moon...
it is just so soothing...

4:22 AM

Saturday, August 28, 2004

though 3 points in the bag...
but another average performance...
hope chelsea will be getting better as days come by...
anw.
had a great time with johnson and mingwei today.........
haha...
all the playing of water in the toilet and the throwing of used tissue paper.....
the best part was when i sat down with mw at the pavement outside westmall Macdonald's, haha..it was fun..we talked abt everything..from days in chinese high and the future and of coz.things that are happening currently..
haha...
it was a nice 50 min conversation...
what a venue..
haha..........

11:59 PM

its time to wake up!!!..
its over...
there are no more chances already...
there is no turning back...
accept the reality...
and stop being so naive..
i made the decision, and i will bear all responsibilities and consequences...
its time to stop thinking about it and carry on with life..
stop wasting time on it anymore...
cus..the flower will not blossom..
there is just no way back...
so i decided...
from this very moment onwards...
i will WAKE UP!!!
no more foolishness from me..
no more nonsense from me..
no more stupidity from me..
no more...

3:42 AM

Friday, August 27, 2004

stayed at CC till 10 plus...
then realised that all the doors have been locked...
no choice but had to climb out of the gate..
like some criminal like that..
heard that there will be no more EPL telecast from tmr onwards...
this is definitely bad news...
i will miss the soccer matches...
i will miss chelsea winning so comfortably...
i will miss the andy gray and martin taylor..
weekends will not be the same anymore...
unless..unless...i am willing to go to malaysia and watch those matches...
hai..

11:58 AM

Thursday, August 26, 2004

i am undergoing the same kind of feeling again..
i dont know...
its very weird..
it just happened so recently...
esp when it come to night..
the feeling just emerged..
with the music...
it just gets even worse...
hopefully the moonlight tonite can bring abt my rejuvenation...

11:27 PM

oh no...
disappointment...
arsenal has done it...
a new record...
let's hope it comes to an end...
b4 the arrogant gunners start to boast around again...
chelsea facing porto, cska moscow and psg..
hope they will go through..
singapore idol is ok...
the judges got them all rite...
but..
i still miss the apprentice..
haha...

11:07 PM

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

i am still at a loss...
somebody pls enlighten me...

4:28 AM

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

if you're not the one

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my lifeI don’t want to run away but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today‘
Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

11:57 PM

had been having the same dream for the past 3 nights...isnt this amazing??
is this really what my heart wants?
seriously, up to now, i am still at a loss sometimes...especially at night...
i still cant believe that it had struck...
i still cant believe that my dream at that time was all but shattered by one moment of maybe..let's say foolishness...
sometimes i do feel remorseful...
but i dont know. ..
i really dont know..
cus the reason why i am thinking this way is due to the fact that i just cannot believe that such things happened...

11:51 PM

Monday, August 23, 2004

being a Chelsea fan, i hate to say this, but Arsenal is really playing fantastic football..
somehow, i enjoyed watching them play..
reyes is just a talent...
but no no no...i am still a true Chelsea fan...
Stamford Bridge is the fortress...
and the Blues will be the champions....
just praying that Chelsea will be playing more attractive football...

10:02 PM

Sunday, August 22, 2004

just finished watching the table-tennis bronze medal match..
it was a huge disappointment and a heartbreaking moment for Singapore....
the medal hope is all but gone..
from 75% to 50% to 0%...
we have to wait for at least another 4 years for our medal dream to be realised..
but nevertheless, good job jiawei and susilo...
the golden couple of Singapore sports...
see you in Beijing 2008 and hope dreams will come true by then..
3 cheers...

6:49 PM

watched the delayed telecast of the Chelsea game..
frankly, still not convinced at the way they are playing...
but anw, they won, that is the most important thing..isnt it? although i prefer to watch better football from them the next time ard..
i am getting worried, worried that drogba maybe a flop....
enjoying myself...
listening to music........
nice weather...
beautiful moon....
i felt like dancing in the moonlight....
haha.......

2:20 AM

Friday, August 20, 2004

i was watching some documentary on Discovery Channel then chance upon this advertisement on saving the whales...
then this wild thinking just flashed into my mind...haha..
think i am going crazy liao..woooooooohhhhhhhhaaaaaaaa

Why save the whales? what have they done for us? How would you like to go to the beach one day and read a sign that says "Sorry, all out of water." Not likely? Think again. Whales are drinking all our water and eating our sailors. When they're not busy ravaging the high seas, they're getting beached and rotting to death out of spite so nobody can enjoy the beach. Then there are the people who say whales are smart. If whales are so smart, then how come they still haven't learned to breathe under water like everything else that lives in the ocean? They've had 40-million years to learn it yet they still cannot master.. Is it too much to ask for a whale to save me for a change? When is the last time you procrastinated by playing some games instead of studying and a whale saved you during the test which you were supposed to study??? Never!!! In fact, when is the last time a whale did anything other than some stupid trick like jumping out of the water? Ooh, the whale can jump out of the water. Big deal. Try that in an oil rig, then I'll be impressed...

whales came to this page but left because they can't read.

11:41 PM

Do I Have To Cry For You

Don't want to close the door
Don't want to give up on it
Don't want to fight no more
We'll find a way around it
Where's the love we had?
We can make it last
Tell me what I gotta be
Tell me what you wanna do?
Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me
You know we can't go on, living like we do
Do I have to cry for you
Do I have to cry for you?
So tell me what it's forIf there's no winner in it
Nobody's keeping score
Let's start from the beginning
Can we make it last?
With the love we have
Tell me what I gotta be?
Tell me what you wanna do?
Cause I can't live my life the way you want me to
You know I can't go on, living like we do?
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I gotta stand in the cold dark night till the morning light, yeah
Do I have to say 'I won't let you get away'
What do I gotta be?
Tell me what wanna do?
I can't live my life, the way you want me to
You know I can't go on, living like we do?
Do I have to cry for you?
Yeahh, yeeaaahhhh
You know I can't go on, living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?

4:11 AM

Thursday, August 19, 2004

extremely pissed today..there are just some ppl in this world who thinks that the whole wide world is theirs..and they simply had no respect for other..come on..if u are no bobody urself, pls, get rid of ur that stupid ego and come back to the reality..cus u are nobody..and even if u are somebody, that doesnt give u the rights to boast ur ego ard...cus to me, they dont worth a cent...haha...i rather watched the singapore idols and have a good laugh instead of seeing and looking at that face of urs..haha..
happened to meet yoke san at JP today, helped him choose a wallet for her gf's birthday...haha..then the both of us went talking crap...yeah...
i am super tired now...i just felt so restless and lethargic nowadays...think its the online chess that i had been playing that is really cracking my brain..haha...think its time to sleep...woooooooohhhhhhhaaaaaaaaa.....

9:35 PM

let bygones be bygones
its nobody's fault...
just pray that it was a moment of madness and stupidity...

3:27 AM

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

had dinner with father's business partner's son who just returned from Imperial College...at this place in chinatown...also dont know what it is called...
the food...so so only..
but it was a very "inspirational" dinner...
haha...
anw...heard that Ronald Susilo lost terribly...din watch the game but i was still shocked to hear that..thought he could breeze through..but vice versa..
anw..nvm..
come back stronger 4 years later..
the Olmpyics Spirit is still in the air..
yeah..

11:24 PM

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

The Olympics are simply fantastic...humanity is shown throughout the game!!! that is the way the life shd be....
anw, ian thorpe is still the fastest swimmer in the world, good job phelps, but try harder next time..

the Olympics remind me of this song......., which is the 1996 Atlanta Olympics theme song..
think its the best theme song...

Reach

Some dreams live on in time forever
Those dreams, you want with all your heart
And i'll do whatever it takes
Follow through with the promise i made
Put it all on the line
What i hoped for at last would be mine
If i could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life
I'm gonna be stronger
Know that i've tried my very best
I'd put my spirit to the test
If i could reach
Some days are meant to be remembered
Those days we rise above the stars
So i'll go the distance this time
Seeing more the higher i climb
That the more i believe
All the more that this dream will be mine
If i could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life
I'm gonna be stronger
Know that i've tried my very best
I'd put my spirit to the test
If i could reach
If i could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
I'm goona be stronger
From that one moment in my life
I'm gonna be so much stronger yes i am
Know that i've tried my very best
I'd put my spirit to the test
If i could reach higher
If i could, if i could
If i could reach
Reach, i'd reach, i'd reach
I'd reach' i'd reach so much higher
Be stronger

11:46 PM

alamak..just cant get enough of this song...also dont know why...it is just so beautiful!!!....

she will be loved

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

4:06 AM

Monday, August 16, 2004

had dinner at Pizza Hut with Johnson...tried the curry rice..not bad..cus the rice..its so crispy....
haha....as usual...ordered the Seafood Pizza...my all-time favourite...woooooohhhhhhaaaaa.....
think that is the only interesting thing done today....haha...
if only life is the same everyday...eat and enjoyed..haha...
this is the way life should be..
think its time to catch a movie soon....
it has been almost 2 months since i last watched one..
missed the cinema..
missed the popcorns...
missed the nachos...
missed the spirte...
missed the hotdogs..
missed the nuts..
missed the lightings..
missed the darkness...
missed the seats...
missed the screen...
missed the speakers...
missed the thrash bags...
missed the environment...
missed paying for the movie tickets...
missed keeping the movie tickets for the memories....
missed saying" can i have 2 tickets for....?".....
missed what i had been doing just not so long ago...
missing..............

11:40 PM

Sunday, August 15, 2004

15th Aug' 1945, 59 years ago, on this very day, the Japanese surrended..., stopping a series of killing and slaughtering of the ppl in Asia...
i will never forget this day, i despised the Japanese forever, they are worse than animals!! and indeed they are, in my heart, they are nothing even compared the animals...
they are totally heartless, they beheaded the ppl and show them off as if they are staging some exhibition...they tied the ppl onto trees and set free wild dogs to bite them to death..they made women go naked when and where as they liked and made fun of them, they simply had no respect for the ladies...
i hate the japanese, and until this day, they are stil not regretful of what they had one..where on earth are their integrity? eaten by the stray dogs i think...
never, never in my life will i forgive and forget abt the Japanese, the tourturing they had brought upon to the Asians...
15th Aug, 1945..a day i will never forget..

11:27 PM

Saturday, August 14, 2004

the olympic games opening ceremony was indeed a success...
unity is strength...
the smile, the cheerful looks on every athlete's face just make the world look so peaceful..
how i wish the reality is really a relection of this...
harmony....
hand in hand
heart to heart..
we will achieve...
peace...

let's give it up for peace, love and harmony..

11:32 PM

oh no...owen is finally leaving pool...sianz..
think pool is really becoming a threat to Chelsea liao...must be careful..
but to all ur pool fans out there, a threat doesnt mean a thing to Chelsea, cus its only a threat...and nothing else...
haha......
crapping is fun....

1:40 AM

Thursday, August 12, 2004

the past is part of the present.
short yet meaningful..

10:59 PM

think this song is lame but funny...well, that is why it is lame, isnt it? haha..

Title:La La

You can dress me up diamonds
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a line-man
I like it better when it hurts
Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited
You make me wanna la lain the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the doorI'm like a ..... cat
Drink the milk up on the moon
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You can meet me on an airplane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boom-a-rang
I'll come back and beat you up
Oh, I have waited here for you
Dont, keep me waiting
You make me wanna la lain the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like a .....cat
Drink the milk up on the moon
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You make me wanna la lain the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like a ....cat
Drink the milk up on the moon
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright, with you
Cuz you hold, my secrets tight
You do,
You do
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la lain the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the doorI'm like a ....cat
Drink the milk up on the moon
You make me wanna
You make me wanna la lain the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like a ....cat
Drink the milk up on the moon
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la laYou make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la

3:12 AM

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

i am still bothered by what happened yesterday..feeling super pissed.....well, to me, i believe that, conscience may be inbred, but to grow it needs cultivation. The societal messages that make it through the din of city influence conspire to stunt that growth...They are all but drown out voices trying to nurture a sense of responsibility, which is the foundation of moral character..the thieves are psychic amputees, they have lost, perhaps never developed that psychic appendage we call conscience.....

11:49 PM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

thieves, thieves, thieves....
you ppl derserved to be killed,
you ppl deserved to be murdered,
you ppl deserved to be sentenced to death...
i have no respect for ppl who have lost all their integrity..
both my friends lost their handphones today, looking at the frustration and agony on their faces really puts me down..i felt pitiful for them, and at the same time, i felt useless, cus there is nothing i could do to retrieve the handphones back...we serached almost every area we could, but..
you thieves are inhumane....
go earn your own money and buy the things you want, NOT steal it from other ppl..
despicable morons!!!

11:39 PM

Monday, August 09, 2004

39th birthday for Singapore...way to go man...
the NDP was...hmm...so so...
and the new version of HOME just simply cant make it..though a fan of JJ, but really disappointed with that song...it is just not right to make for the National Day Celebration...
guess the highlight of the event was when the country paid a tribute to PM Goh, he really is a good leader, he lead Singapore through all the ups and downs, and brought Singapore to what it is today, despite all the recent crisis...
salute Mr. Goh..
you will be loved and remembered by all Singaporeans...
thank you....

11:20 PM

Sunday, August 08, 2004

dreams are illusions, illusions are dreams....still thinking of the dream that i had this morning....
anw, saw the ugly side of human today..and i was extremely turned off by it...
on the bus, saw this lady who tapped her EZ-link card 5 stops before she alighted...hai...how can ppl be so shallow? is ur integrity worth much less than that few cents that you are trying to save? i just dont understand...
had fun with mw today, esp the topic on...haha..spirits...the jacket, the pillow and the file of notes from FTMS, really made us have 2nd thoughts on spirits..haha..it was fun...saw xiao pang playing badminton..haha...fantastic..
anw, just finished watching the arsenal vs man utd game.. a good game i have to admit, the pace of the game was fantastic..reyes is simply brilliant..but got a bit turned off during the 2nd half, where it turned into a battle between arsenal's youth team vs man utd's youth team..that is a joke...haha...
anw, upon seeing how these teams fared today, i am getting more and more confident that Chelsea will beat man utd next sunday and the blues will bring the title to stamford bridge this season..
3 cheers for chelsea!!!

11:58 PM

had a dream last night, its not a dream i want to dream about, but i dont know, why? why? why? why are the features so clear? chen, wake up!! soak yourself in water and wake up!!

5:14 AM

Saturday, August 07, 2004

had a little chat with mw, which led me to reflecting on lots of things after his story...sometimes, in life, we dont really have a choice, cus we are affected by all the other factors in our life when it comes to making a decision...it is hard..if the decision suits us, we will hurt others but if the decision suits others, we will be hurt...well, this is life, i guessed...

11:02 PM

Friday, August 06, 2004

arg....night cycling was cancelled....hai...nvm..cus i still enjoyed myself to the fullest today....haha!!!..yeah...
morning's bball competition was fun..so much laughter...but playing under the scorching sun was not a a good experience, though..haha...anw, the game ended abt 11, then headed straight to harbour front to meet up with the guys...for a trip to..............SENTOSA!!! haha...
was really glad to see them at the harbour front, was waiting....then saw this whole bunch of them in their uniforms...haha..it was indeed a unique scene...
edmund,rosz, silvest, jason, ben, william, hafiz, and nic, the eight of them looked super high...haha...but anw, it was really a soothing feeling to meet them again...yeah...
we found our usual spot at the beach and the weather was simply fantastic, OLE time followed..haha....we kicked, ran, and dived...haha..basically everything we could do during a soccer match..haha..it was great..then rugby, cards, guitar, volleyball, sun-tanning, chips, crapping, "sight-seeing" and on the of all....composition of songs!!! haha...tan came up with this stupid tune..then we just add all the lame lyrics into it..it was really LAME!!!...but who cares, it was FUN!!!
dinner at the food court at harbourt front, edmund, hafiz and tan and ben had left early..left the 5 of us...we ordered the same food and haha..of course, the same amount of drinks...which is like? 14 cups of drinks? Jason was super high then..then as usual, he began his nonsenses again..but who cares, it was fun.....parted with nic, then again, left the 4 of us, we took bus 30 to Jp..we treated the bus as if we owned it..we just chatted basically abt everything we could think of...the most significant being last year's grad nite, where we walked all the way from Lao BaSah all the way to harbour front!!! we are nuts, aren't we? haha..then along the way, we saw the petrol kiosk, where we spent the whole night after the "BIG WALK", talking and crapping..basically, all the good memories reappeared...then silvest decided that when the four of us start to work, we will buy that petro kiosk and turn it into a party place...a place hell of fun...haha....
anw, along the way back home on the bus, although we were tired, but still, we laughed, joked and crapped!! we just chatted abt everything, from the sleeveless NYGH girls to Ailen VS Predator...haha..whatever we could think of, we talked...
it was indeed an eventful day, a day i will never forget, it was memorable, fun, and exciting...its so good to see them all again...
a great day!!!

10:57 PM

Thursday, August 05, 2004

up to now, i had listened to Jay's album for the 16th time, i just cant get enough of him...like i said..he is just a genious!!!!woooooooooooohhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaajust cant for tmr to come..tmr is D-DAY.......yeah...

activities for tmr..

basketball competition in the morning
trip to sentosa
night cycling with 'the one'

haha..3 cheers for tmr...yeah!!!!

8:59 PM

day that i die

One day I woke up woke up knowing today is the day I will die
Cashdogg was barking went to the park and enjoyed that one last time
Called my mother told her I loved her and begged her not to cry
Wrote her a letter that said I'd miss her and signed that goodbye...
You know the happiest day of my lifeI swear the happiest day of my life is the day that I die
Can you feel the cold tonight
It sets in but it's alright
Darkness falls I'm letting go
All alone but I feel fine
We took a drive and we drove thru D.C.
To see the places we lived, long conversations
We talked of old friends and all the things that we didSummer nights, drunken fights
Mistakes we made...did we live it right?
You know the happiest day of my life I swear the happiest day of my lifeis the day that I died
Can you feel the cold tonight?
It sets in but it's alright
Darkness falls I'm letting go
All alone but I feel just fine
You know the happiest day of my life
I know the happiest day of my life I swear the happiest day of my life is the day that I died
Can you feel the cold tonight?
It sets in but it's alright
Darkness falls I'm letting go
All alone but I feel just fine
Did I live it right?
I hope I lived it right
I hope I lived it right, I know I lived it right
Did I live it right?
I hope I lived it right, I know I lived it right

12:44 AM

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Jay is really a musical talent..every album of his is simply fantastic...
his new album ROCKS!!!
Jay, salute!!!
just cant get enough of his new album..
enjoying music...........

12:28 AM

Sunday, August 01, 2004

1st Aug..
A new month..
Beginning of the end..
hoping for a new life...

8:03 PM